Hey guys, what’s new? I’ve been disconnected from everything lately, just writing a lot to release all those destructive thoughts that come when things don’t go the way I want. Life’s problems are often a mess, but i'm still here… maybe not in the way I wish, but still here. I’m leaving you something I’ve been experimenting with recently, trying out my own sounds and rhythms. I think the result turned out really good. I hope you can listen to it and leave your opinions.more

Something very interesting about this song is that while I was writing it and developing the sound I was looking for, it ended up becoming the one that defined the entire album — that search for peace and for moving away from all our problems. Verse 1 I wake up wearing yesterday, the same mistakes, the same regret. I learned to laugh at things I lost, pretend it never hurt like this. I watch my life from the outside, like it belongs to someone else. No tears left, no words to say, just breathing through a private hell. Chorus Swallowed by the Dose… Swallowed by the Dose… Swallowed by the Dose… by this Dose Verse 2 I wake up wearing yesterday learned how to rest where hope decays. I don’t feel broken, I don’t feel whole, just numb enough to make it through the day. I don’t ask why, I don’t look up, I stopped expecting something more. The world keeps knocking on my chest, but I don’t answer anymore. Chorus Swallowed by the Dose… Swallowed by the Dose… Swallowed by the Dose… by this Dose Bridge No hands reach out, no one to blame, this quiet eats me from the inside. I didn’t fall, I didn’t fight, I just stayed long enough to disappear. Final Chorus / Outro Swallowed by the Dose… Swallowed by the Dose… Swallowed by the Dose… by this Dose more

On a silent afternoon With the curtains barely breathing Time moves sideways in this room Nothing asking anything By the echo of my thoughts I dissolve into the quiet Every edge is losing shape When I let the moment sink No resistance No replies Just a pulse behind my eyes Calm like this I don’t feel the weight tonight Calm like this Everything slips out of sight I stay right here Where nothing hits I fade into This calm is real? In the corners of my mind Faces turn to afterimages Every word becomes a sound That I don’t have to name All the damage feels suspended Like it never found my skin I’m awake but barely present Floating in between No direction No release Just a slow internal drift Calm like this No tomorrow, no regret Calm like this I forget what I forget I stay right here Where nothing exists I melt into Does this calm exists? And if I lose myself tonight Let it happen in the haze If this peace is temporary I’ll still stay Calm like this Nothing hurts, nothing sticks Calm like this I don’t care what real is I stay right here Until I drift I disappear If a calm like this exist? more