Song: the lyrics aren't at all hidden, it's a very straightforward song about how I understand that forgetting about this person will me feel better but I don't like just forgetting about someone important. It's a song that contradicts itself, which is intentional as it's displaying my emotions during the writing of this song. Title: the title is me trying to make a title similar to early 2000s emo tracks, such as "If You Can't Live Without Me Why Aren't You Dead Yet" and other songs with long titles. more