I wrote this song about burnout, but not just the kind that comes from working too hard. ‎ Sometimes everything starts falling apart at once. A relationship ends, work drains whatever energy you have left, and even the people around you become another weight to carry. You keep showing up, giving everything, until you barely recognize yourself anymore. ‎ That's what deep water means to me. That feeling of sinking while life keeps moving around you. ‎ But there's a twist in the final chorus. I'm still in deep water, and I know it. I'm not pretending everything is suddenly fine. I've simply realized that what looks like falling apart might actually be the beginning of finding myself again. ‎ Sometimes you need a total reset. A new relationship, a different job, a chance to reconnect with people, and most importantly, with who you really are. ‎ Deep Water isn't about escaping burnout. It's about recognizing when the life you're trying so hard to hold together is no longer the life you want to live. ‎ I borrowed the line "I've become so numb, I can't feel you there" from Linkin Park, but here, the "you" refers to God. It's a reminder to myself that even when I can't feel His presence, He's still there, and what I see as overwhelming expectations may turn out to be blessings once I rise from these deep waters. ‎ [VERSE] Your shadow stayed beside the bed Long after all the words we said Two coffee cups, one gathering dust A house still standing, but not us ‎ [CHORUS] Deep water feels like my everyday I'm running through the dark to find out The walls fall down, nowhere left to stay In the maze of my mirror, I burn out ‎ [VERSE] The morning train swallowed my name A thousand faces, all the same I kept the wheels turning through the night While every spark in me lost its light ‎ [CHORUS] Deep water feels like my everyday I'm running through the dark to find out The walls fall down, nowhere left to stay In the maze of my mirror, I burn out ‎ [BRIDGE] Deep water feels like my everyday The walls fall down, nowhere left to stay I really need a total recall Even if it all just looks like a fall ‎ [CHORUS] Deep water feels like my everyday I've become so numb, I can't feel you there Deep water feels like my everyday I'm tired of being what you want me to be Deep water feels like my everyday It's just a space before I find out where Deep water feels like my everyday It's just discomfort before I'm who I'm meant to be Deep water feels like my everyday I'm running through the dark to find out The walls fall down, nowhere left to stay In the maze of my mirror, I burn outmore

THIS IS A HIPHOP TRACK CONSTANT FLOW.UK ... WITH A FEAMLE GOSPEL HYPER CHORUS .. ITS ABOUT A BAD BOYTYPE REFUSING TO.CHANGE ....LYRICS When it comes to it if you love em let em go Think I musta not loved you then cause I was clinging for sure Hurts to the core should have respected you more My knee was on your throat couldnt breathe anymore I pushed you away made you feel invisible you was miserable You saw no future or vision it was all too much Got to the point we didnt wanna cuddle or fuck Its sad cause there was a time we was everything So in love in lust in trust loved each other more than anything You loved my walk my talk my cheek my beats said I was the hardest rapper And we was gonna make it and live happy ever after Im arrogant to the point of narcissism you said it in awe Never in criticism always want a man to be a man have that swag be a boss hard core No chains let me be me be real I thought we was signed and sealed You changed became responsible And I didnt know who you was how to feel I was Insecure even accused you of being a whore Didnt believe it just wanted to fix it find a cure But you had this new life I felt alienated I became fixated cut my arms till they bled Animal locked in a cage filled with rage Waiting to go off like a bomb something wrong you Burst my bubble angry didnt want you to leave I didnt let you breathe then he took you away like a thief Hated the world and anything in it didnt wanna grieve wanted to get even Fuck it let it go Let it goo oh ohh ohhh oh oooo ohhh owwww ohh Let it goooooooooooooooooooo Let it gooooooooo I miss you but I gotta let it go You know its over you back to the way I was Street beats n bars hot bitches fast cars Bad lad settings girls spreading their leggings Non apologetic people be weak and emotionally pathetic Complain too much synthetic empathy complaining and offended On others behalf writing drafts Hoards of complaints in mass thinking they speaking facts I preach free speech no niche give me respect and I giving you it back Not spoiled entitled projecting your narrative you think its your prerogative to guilt The world into your way of thinking the world is sinking This ship is going down its profound deep I aint no sheep I get on this beat Say what I say aint no fuckin way You gonna cancel this playa Mans energy you call it toxic masculinity Unless mans show fragility Puffed out chest wife beat vest Tats on arms persona calm Indica sativa farm rocking a Lam Cause no harm playa charms ah nah fuck it let her go oh ohhhhhhhhh ohhhhhhhhh Let it goo oh ohh ohhh oh oooo ohhh owwww ohh Let it goooooooooooooooooooo Let it gooooooooo I miss you but I gotta let it gomore

This instrumental was built from the ground-up. Literally. 👽 also check the CTR. If you drop 🔥 or follow; I always do the same. All drums are me beatboxing and all sounds are my voice. I wanted to see if I could do it, so I did it. A one and done experimental track. Psychedelic, lyrical, random, scattered, art? This is me making a beat with only my own voice. Beatboxing, random noises and even a lil’ scatting. From Doug Funny to Bugs Bunny to ancient drums humming. Pick up all the double meanings. (Never had a big head / old money,,) this is a song to smoke to and catch the double entendres. 🍄 My music is normally conscious hip-hop 💯 . Please take 10 seconds to drop me 50 🔥 and follow me. Beautifully melodic and chaotic 💪 This will be the final single released until the full album drops. This is a bonus track. Let’s see how many references you catch 😎 Follow me. 10/30 12AM release date ✌️ more