I wrote this song about burnout, but not just the kind that comes from working too hard. ‎ Sometimes everything starts falling apart at once. A relationship ends, work drains whatever energy you have left, and even the people around you become another weight to carry. You keep showing up, giving everything, until you barely recognize yourself anymore. ‎ That's what deep water means to me. That feeling of sinking while life keeps moving around you. ‎ But there's a twist in the final chorus. I'm still in deep water, and I know it. I'm not pretending everything is suddenly fine. I've simply realized that what looks like falling apart might actually be the beginning of finding myself again. ‎ Sometimes you need a total reset. A new relationship, a different job, a chance to reconnect with people, and most importantly, with who you really are. ‎ Deep Water isn't about escaping burnout. It's about recognizing when the life you're trying so hard to hold together is no longer the life you want to live. ‎ I borrowed the line "I've become so numb, I can't feel you there" from Linkin Park, but here, the "you" refers to God. It's a reminder to myself that even when I can't feel His presence, He's still there, and what I see as overwhelming expectations may turn out to be blessings once I rise from these deep waters. ‎ [VERSE] Your shadow stayed beside the bed Long after all the words we said Two coffee cups, one gathering dust A house still standing, but not us ‎ [CHORUS] Deep water feels like my everyday I'm running through the dark to find out The walls fall down, nowhere left to stay In the maze of my mirror, I burn out ‎ [VERSE] The morning train swallowed my name A thousand faces, all the same I kept the wheels turning through the night While every spark in me lost its light ‎ [CHORUS] Deep water feels like my everyday I'm running through the dark to find out The walls fall down, nowhere left to stay In the maze of my mirror, I burn out ‎ [BRIDGE] Deep water feels like my everyday The walls fall down, nowhere left to stay I really need a total recall Even if it all just looks like a fall ‎ [CHORUS] Deep water feels like my everyday I've become so numb, I can't feel you there Deep water feels like my everyday I'm tired of being what you want me to be Deep water feels like my everyday It's just a space before I find out where Deep water feels like my everyday It's just discomfort before I'm who I'm meant to be Deep water feels like my everyday I'm running through the dark to find out The walls fall down, nowhere left to stay In the maze of my mirror, I burn outmore

Part of the album "One night in Russia" available everywhere. ENGLISH TEXT HERE I tried once… then once again. And how many times after that? I don’t even remember anymore. My heart has been broken so many times That now, it barely hurts at all. Do you really feel nothing? I do. I just choose to stay silent. And what if I stay? Don’t make promises if you’re going to leave. Who needs love, When the heart is weary from pain? Who needs love, When there’s no strength left to believe? Who needs love, When it leaves scars every single time? Who needs love, When a heart has been shattered so often? But if you are by my side, Perhaps I’ll take the risk once more. If you are by my side, I will slowly reach out my hand. I’ve learned not to wait, Not to open the door without a reason. And I don’t know how to be a savior, But I will stay by your side, quietly. You won’t vanish by morning? I won’t. And you won’t ask me to forget? I won’t. Then tell me once more: Who needs love, When fear speaks so much louder? Who needs love, When it’s still possible to believe? Then stay with me. I will. Just promise you won’t leave either. I’ll try. That’s enough for me. Ever since I met you, My heart is blooming once again, Like a rose in the springtime, Like a delicate petal. Stay by my side. Stay with me. Who needs love, When all that remains is silence? Who needs love, When we’re both so afraid of losing it all? Stay with me. Stay with me. Who needs love? We do—if you don’t let go. Who needs love? We do—if I don’t turn away. Stay with me. Stay with me. Now I hear: you are here. Now I believe: we exist.more

Instrumental I’ve been working on more