Single for my 6 Track EP Grabbing by the Heart. Written, sung & produced by me. You appear without a name again You are the phantom pains dancing in my nerves Gone just to come again I reach as if to receive an outstretched hand But I turn up empty Holding nothing Here’s to blind hoping A hollow space Even the air evades me You triumph again No thought stands a chance No rhythm to my heart My stomach in knots You reach through me You see through me With Jack-o lantern lights There’s life behind my eyes for the evening You set me on fire Pinned between life, death, dreams and ecstasy Gambling everything Peace sedated yearning You appear without a name again You are the phantom pains dancing in my nerves Gone just to come again I reach as if to receive an outstretched hand But I turn up empty Grasping at nothing Holding nothing But myself, I fall short Here’s to blind hoping A hollow space Even the air evades me more

The title track most to my most recent album out everywhere. Written, sung & produced by me. It sort of goes full circle to my debut album Archaic Convent. No shelter in the love of lovers A visceral rejection, no mystery to me Thrown to the wolves ardor Bitten with their primitivism I am crude, stolidly competing As a cry for help to the stars but they fell Like the angels, I revolt The war snakes around my heart A pit of bloody fruit Like an asteroid drifting loose and broken A blip in dark on the radar They’ll erase my name and authority No shelter in the love of lovers Soon they’ll disappear into each other Look like one another A visceral rejection, no mystery to me Thrown to the wolves ardor Once I learned to walk, to talk the talk Bitten with their primitivism I am crude, stolidly competing As a cry for help to the stars but they fell Like the angels, I revoltmore

Track 7 from my 10 track album, Heosphoros to Holy Death, pending release (currently only up on Bandcamp). Written, sung and produced by me. It's a standout track on the album for me as it's the most personally symbolic and meaningful. It also has the feel to me of a Gothic romance like Wuthering Heights plus a tone of vampirism. I thought I had done well of putting my heart up Ripping it out, cutting it off my sleeve I buried pieces of it deep Jarred some of it high Fed it to the lions and the tigers as sacrifice, sacrifice And burnt it in the fireplace every night To keep me warm To keep the thieves away Satiate the hungering To not hurt again but it’s constant, rejecting The phantom of my heart knocking endlessly A stake through me begging please, put me out of misery Cut finely, thinking logically Elusive so much so lost it The moon made it bloom And Neptune made it vapor Venus made it stranger Cast off to wash up whole again Regenerating I filled every chamber in concrete Shattered to a thousand pieces Hung to dry, hid it under the leaves Froze it in ice to stop the bleeding Oh, stop the bleeding I don’t regret a thing Alone but not lonely Nothing else seems right for me Nothing satiates the hungering To not hurt again but it’s constant, rejecting The phantom of my heart knocking endlessly A stake through me begging please, put me out of misery Cut finelymore