I wasn't always this independent. I used to believe that losing someone meant losing a part of myself. It took a few broken relationships to understand the difference between needing someone, wanting them, and simply loving having them in my life. ‎ I used to blame them, and sometimes they blamed me. Looking back, those experiences shaped who I am today. ‎ This song is about realizing that when you spend your life seeing yourself through someone else's eyes, you forget how to see the world through your own. ‎ And in a strange way, it's also a thank you to the people who taught me that, even if they never meant to. ‎ Mantra: Remember that my experiences are what made me a sigma. ‎‎ [VERSE] The porch light dies when you leave Your empty coat can't warm me I search for footsteps through the rain I need you to stay ‎ [CHORUS] I could beg outside your door But my heart's not made of glass anymore I could pray that you and I become true But I can live if living is without you ‎ [VERSE] The porch light flickers when you leave Your empty coat still warms me I listen for footsteps through the rain I want you to stay ‎ [CHORUS] I could beg outside your door But my heart's not made of glass anymore I could pray that you and I become true But I can live if living is without you ‎ [VERSE] The porch light shines when I think of you Your empty coat brings warmth to me I smile at footsteps in the rain I'd love you to stay ‎ [PRE-CHORUS] I blamed the cracks on you You blamed the cracks on me The sharpest blades are forged in the hottest flames ‎ [CHORUS] I could beg outside your door But my heart's not made of glass anymore I could pray that you and I become true But I can live if living is without you I could beg outside your door But I've learned that lesson before I could pray that you and I become true But if it's real, I shouldn't have to I could beg outside your door But my heart's not made of glass anymore I could pray that you and I become true But I can live if living is without you more