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Episode 9, Season 2 So I was brainstorming. This is what I came up with. Lyrics: I sit down in front of a blank page Inside of me there's a lot of overthinking and rage My mind's teasing me I want to shout But all the emotions They're not coming out I grab a piece of blank crumpled paper So I won't forget what I wrote down later It's Friday night I have plenty of time To write something so what's on my mind I used to be a kid who craved freedom Who was so self-conscious that in front of other people I was shapeshifting I didn't feel like me If there were any problems I took a back seat Am I like that now No Wait am I though Wait let me think about it once more Well I believe I'm not like that anymore But what I'm sure of I have a tendency To escape from reality With the help of the music and my wild fantasy They've helped me many times to save my sanity It's the best time to get loud Though sometimes I struggle with self-doubt I should work on it And I'm doing that It just takes a lot of time For me At least a year and a half Or maybe more but there's progress I've never felt better before if I'm honest Though there are days when I feel like I'm lost in the sea And then I lie in my bed and I start to questioning Am I happy Do I deserve this life What's the point of all of this Am I wasting my time And so on And so on And so on Alex come on I could sit with my cheap guitar here for eternity And try to make up in my mind some clarity By grabbing a paper to write down some lines 'Bout my life how it's confusing most of the time I'll stop breathing when I'm 42 I won't have any reason to stay in this view I'll be a hermit proletariat who doesn't reproduce I'll be more useful to the forest roots 'Til then I'll fight with another writer's block I'll avoid looking at the nearest clock And wait for action while sitting on the floor 'Til then I'll be okay with dying alonemore