You Go, I Pretend I'm Alright With That
This is a song about one of my ex girlfriends. She used to ask me questions like "will you be mine forever?" "do you love me as much as i love you?" And as stupid it is to think "forever" is even possible i always answered "yes my love, ofcourse". Long story short - she left me and got a new guy shortly after. She told me, that she had mistaken our relationship and that she didn't love me at all - just the enviroment around me, my friends, that she love "that moment". It made me question that stupid "forever" part and how do i even will be sure to trust for real ever again..
lyrics:
i felt so sad today without knowing what the evening holds
everything was fine in my eyes
your mood, it changed - just like every other day
that's not a good reason anymore
remember how you used to say "winds been blowing me your was"
looks like today they started blowing you away
before you go there is one thing i'd like to say
i could never do this to you baby
so what does it mean now?
i should walk in your shoes, but you know they don't fit me?
we've kind of burned out and there's nowhere to go from here
there's a place where the sun shines brighter and it's a place to go alone
so i'm guessing you're leaving me here on my own
no, we can't meet i've decided to leave (forever)
is that what you need? i won't be able to sleep
remember how you used to say "winds been blowing me your was"
looks like today they started blowing you away
before you go there is one thing i'd like to say
i could never do this to you baby
forever yours is forever gonemore