Newest song from my project. This time I'm experimenting with no-4/4 time signatures. Lyrics, as always dark: Lingering slowly at back of your head Whispering horrors of suffering and death Do now as I will, remain in this fear I know what would help you, but you can’t shed a tear I’ll hold back everything by giving all bad thoughts You cannot process them, so wise is my choice (shut up) You better watch out I warn you friend Analyze all details until very end Think of all the beautiful catastrophes you’ll have In your nearest future and you’ll be to blame Shut up you fucker I’m stronger than that I’ll deal with my shit Just let me cool down I need to be calm You whisper your shit I don’t need that Just shut the fuck up Why would you say that? I am on your side Giving you warnings that things might be bad (no) And there is a plenty of dangers in there (shut up) It’s good thing you know of them and that you’re scared (just shut up) I’m just multiplying the things that you know You listen to me and think even more Now go under blanket there you’ll be safe Doom scroll all socials, they’ll feed your brain Look there at racism, far-right and violence You need all that stuff instead of the silence Fuck you anxiety I know what to think Not going more For your sick kink It’s true that the world Is full of violence But I still need to Enjoy the silence Whispers in my head so loud It’s hard to hear the truth But it is truth Black and white, mind paralyzed no way to be in sooth Good, you should worry Overthinking, analyzing, focused on the dark Oh, but the reality is dark Trying to clear out my mind but going back to start I’m in control againmore

Some heavy stuff. I mean really heavy. I think the style is a bit like Behemoth meets early Korn. You agree? Lyrics: I trust in father He’s so gentle and kind When he preaches about god He always smiles Not like at home, Where things are really bad In father I see calm I even noticed That recently he gives me even more attention than to other altar boys At times I stay even a little bit longer after the service We joke and laugh, Sometimes he even gives me a bit of a communion wine And today is the big day, he invited me to his rectory Cannot wait to talk more with my only friend My love is so strong I can barely make it Those blue eyes, angelic hair are calling I think that my rectory is ready For the second coming! GO! Come inside Leave your alb Relax, you are so welcome Greet your father Meet your god Well at least his agent Here you go A cup of tea Don't you mind it's bitter I added just A bit of herbs So you could feel bit better All is good All is fine If Jesus comes So can I Oh GOD we scream Both for different reasons We need him now In this holy minute The body of Christ Kneel to take it all Communion's done Just wash away the blood I’ll use you Like piece of meat You fucking fag You did this to me You’ll burn in hell You should be ashamed Tell this to no one You should be afraid It’s only true love When you sacrifice But tell about our love And you’ll be crucifiedmore

Song about... I'm curious what do you think. Please leave the comment and describe what do you think/feel about song and lyrics. Lyrics: Dark desert Prussian blue is night I stand on the edge Of a whirlpool black Grasping anything To stay out of it Down there just a pure despair Down there just a void of numbness Numbness! Falling Alone Falling to break x2 Numb to all no strength or will is left To crawl up from this cold hell Darkness covers the land Darkness covers all the people Nothing left to feel No reason to be What remain is pain What remain is pain Black sand fills the lungs Nothing more to breath - Mastered by Mixea.com (but I'm not that sure if it made good job)more