Running in circles
Searching for my virtues
I'm haunted by the actions I can't undo
Everyday feels the same
No matter which path I take
Have I paved the way to insanity?
I know I'm in the wrong
I'm weak when I feel strong
My demons diving deeper and they're dragging me along
I'm losing sight of the way out
God, if you're listening, please hear me out
Should I surrender control?
Should I face this alone?
Can I conquer these vices on my own?
With every breath I take
I asphyxiate
I'm moving closer to the edge
And I'm the only one to blame
Every time I get up
I'm knocked back down again
I try to bend without breaking
But how do I numb this pain?
Maybe I need to crash and burn
Maybe I need to die
From the ashes I'll rise
And try another time
Should I surrender control?
Should I face this alone?
Can I conquer these vices on my own?
With every breath I take
I asphyxiate
I'm moving closer to the edge
And I'm the only one to blame
Don't be afraid
To try again
Light up your heart
Even when suffering
I can not promise you
That you can start anew
Before creation comes destruction
That much is true
Should I surrender control?
Should I face this alone?
Can I conquer these vices on my own?
With every breath I take
I asphyxiate
I'm moving closer to the edge
And I'm the only one to blamemore