PRESAVE ON SPOTIFY: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/beyondthemidwest/red-lines . I have been trying to fill a hole. Last night I tripped to try and let go. But I just experienced the same heart break again. I wouldn't call it a bad one, but when I was in the shower it looked like blood was in the water so I just sat down and hugged myself because I felt more alone than I ever have.more