Drop D playing in E minor. Lyrics are as follows Am I condemned to walk this path of endless pain? Without the trauma, I can’t see His distant reign. They preach that trials come and tribulations go, Forgive my blindness, I just watch the darkness grow. His presence peaks only when I bleed! Do I crave the torture just to get what I need? He takes care of the birds of the field, yet my kids have gone days skipping meals. It's hard to read these promises without accountability and not get lost in the feels. His presence peaks only when I bleed! Do I crave the torture just to get what I need? "Just shut up and obey," that’s the script they always say, but a bond demands two voices at the end of the day. If this is a relationship, then why am I alone, screaming at the silence of vacant bones. Then I am left with faith, hope for the best, guess I won't know until I am at eternal rest. His presence peaks only when I bleed! Do I crave the torture just to get what I need?more