Ghost me. Guilt me. Gut me. Show me just how disposable I really am!! Another song about how bad the scene is. My 3 ghosts brought to light in this song. I know most of you can relate. This is a single for my upcoming album, Misery is all the Rage!*Release date to be determined* No AI involved :) @dead.witxh on most social media platforms! Lyrics: Somewhere between lust and love We find ourselves more than close for a week Then we never speak The cards tell a story you don't wanna decipher I'm not trying to change your mind But I'll act like I'm not hurt Curtains up I'm always cast as the same role Guard is down I rehearse the act over and over Crawling further and further out of my skin Ghost me Guilt me Gut me Show me just how disposable I really am Disposable Pacing back and forth, making myself sick Just wishing you could read my thoughts When I'm brave enough to face it I'm always second best, last guess Promises are just words Every promise we've made Will soon be deleted memories Someday soon show you what you're missing I wanna know what you ache for but I know how you get when you're drunk There's a rock in my head where my brain was Sinking me down to its level at the bottom Curtains up I'm always cast as the same role Guard is down I rehearse the act over and over Crawling further and further out of my skin Ghost me Guilt me Gut me Show me Just how disposable I really am Just how disposable I really am Your true colors came out I knew it, I wasn't colorblind You just put the cloth over my eyes Stop Go Pause Red light Green light Gas light Stop Go Pause Red light Green light Gas light Fuck, Fuck, Fuck I don't wanna Fuck Why's it so hard to be loved Fuck, fuck, fuck I don't wanna Fuck, Why's it so hard to be loved Crawling further and further out of my skin Ghost me Guilt me Gut me Show me Just how disposable I really am Just how disposable I really ammore