"It feels like I've lived a lot, so I'll be the villain A lone hero caught up in his knot" 5th song from my album "Requiem of a Mind Part 1". ‎ Lyrics: ‎ ‎ [Verse 1] I leave the realm of fire as I squire my Lamia She's a bad liar but with her I'ma build my empire Fuck the heavenly choir, the lights are makin' me feel tired Ah shit, maybe that's why I feel like a vampire Lost my count in census, leavin' me senseless and pensive And leavin' me questions about humans' stupid sensitive lessons It hurts my solar plexus, under the sun and all these complexes Feelin' insane and hectic, full of bloodlust and I'm reckless Now I'm hearin' a lullaby, oh my, I don't think I'm alive I have a different eye tonight and now I can see the shape of time I see no sign of life, death is the only just thing that is right I know 'cause I died and died 'til I found out my life was a lie Here I am, just talkin' 'bout my shit, but I had a heart attack and hit an all time low I'm dead, but I'm not, I'm full of wit so I sought to get back to my senses and snap back with woe I'm feelin' alive and I'm steerin' my drive, I'm a smart ass bitch so I stay on my own damn road Don't need archives to show my caused demise, 'cause I ain't a punk, so I bite and not for show Shit's dire, guess my delusion's caused by desire I tie a little finger around them like a perverted liar They tire, these monsters, they are always burnin' with ire Hate fire, ah shit, maybe that's why I feel like a ‎ ‎ [Chorus x2] Vampire, everytime I see blood I go haywire Vampire, stories told 'bout me around the campfire Vampire, smellin' cologne in the damp mire Vampire, that's when I meet my Lamia ‎ ‎ [Verse 2] Probably this is my own fantasy Of not wanting to be like them, but just finally be me My own species, alone, just to be free And since I lost everything, this is where they put me Uh, a monster drinkin' blood like it's vodka Tough? Nah, I have bloodlust, almost killed as a kid, went bonkers Enough, I can't take it longer, so I grabbed his throat and punctured His neck with my nails and conquered his fear, and choked even stronger Stronger than a bomb and he was beggin' me to pause He called me a psychopath, I'm afraid he's gonna sob Epinephrine's like drugs, in my mind I become lost The more I hold on and hug, the more my blood boils hot I was just a fuckin' toddler and I still wouldn't stop Since then I felt different, since I knew I was not The same like all the others, I wanted to fight a God I'm not gonna make amends since Bitch, you haven't felt me yet It feels like I've lived a lot, so I'll be the villain A lone hero caught up in his knot (bitch, you haven't felt me yet) As the sun and moon drought and my skin rots I'll take all their pain, give them the home I sought (bitch, you haven't felt me yet) I sacrificed everything, my emotions are naught I'll be the villain of everything, so I'm the one lost (bitch, you haven't felt me yet) You want peace? This is the one solution I got I'll be everyone's villainous monster 'cause I'm a (bitch, you haven't felt me yet) ‎ ‎ [Chorus x4] Vampire, everytime I see blood I go haywire Vampire, stories told 'bout me around the campfire Vampire, smellin' cologne in the damp mire Vampire, that's when I meet my Lamiamore