Released this song nearly two years ago now (wow it's been that long already). Curious to know people's thoughts! This was self-produced. If you like it please check it out on Spotify! It really helps. Enjoy! LYRICS: Give me a boat to sail away Give me the hope to find a better day I’ve been defeated, my soul is depleted, and I’m running low I need to fight the pain in my bones I need to reignite the fire in my soul I’ve been fixated on doing my best, but I’m still a wreck I’ve been fighting off the demons in my bedroom But trying to rest just leaves me more stressed Self-medicating towards my own tomb Can this mess I’ve become still be undone? Cause I’m not forsaken, I’m just trying to save myself They say the best is yet to come I can’t hold the future while I’m coming undone I’m still fading as the earth keeps rotating, and I slip away Trying to fight with broken hands Swimming in the deep with no sign of land Lost in a wildfire fuelled by hurt from the people I’ve burnt These nights are feeling longer than the daytime Wounds might heal, but the pain is still real I’m feeling the weight of those I’ve left behind Maybe it’s time I realize The past made my present, but I’ll let the future decide Be strong, honestly, I’ve been holding on for so long This life won’t slip through my hands I won’t give in, and I won’t let go Be strong, honestly, I’ve been holding on for so long This life won’t slip through my hands I won’t give in, and I won’t let go Be strong, honestly, I’ve been holding on for so long This life won’t slip through my hands I won’t give in, and I won’t let go Cause I’m not forsaken, I’m just trying to save myself No, I’m not forsaken, I’m just trying to save myselfmore