I wrote this song about my ex obviously. This was my first experience with heartbreak, and it was especially hard for me. I was in that stage of the breakup where I wanted to fix it, hoped he would come back, while also still wanting to feel like I was doing better. It was such a weird phase where I'd be with my friends and I'd be like "I'm good!!! F him" and then at night, when I'd go to sleep, I would wish he'd call me or be thinking of me. more