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I shortened the track, let it play for a min, it gets decent
.
Started off minimal
Now I'm edible,
questionable, regrettable
Medicine cabinet full of
“I should’ve known”
Skeleton pickin' bones
Telephone disconnected
from the tone
You were supposed to pick up
before I was gone
.
Message in a bottle
I'm operational
what's up,
Oh...
.
Just rehearsing what I’d say
If you opened up the door today
But the words evaporate
And I’m standing there like wait
.
(so Criminal...)
.
{
I'm always feelin' criminal
Hope to grow into something more incredible
Two arms on the far end of below
.
And I'll be late
Waiting at your door
.
I know I swore when I swore
But you don't have to worry no more
I promise to be waiting at your door
.
And I'm afraid it's too late,
you can't ignore
.
Show you I wasn't feelin' so low...
That I couldn't stop fighting for more
.
Waiting at your door...
.
.
still Waiting at your door...
}
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Maybe I’m too fictional
Living in hypothetical, perpetual
State of “almost”
but I ghost
into a new sad post
Every time I’m supposed-
to show up haunting
your front porch
.
Said I’m better, wrote a letter
Never sent it, weather, whether
I could ever get myself together
Leather jacket with feathers
Light as lies I tell myself in measures
Counting treasure that I’ll never—
. Stop!
I keep rewriting my note
driving blindfold
Missed exits, wrong turns,
tripping over my type-o's
But the destination?
That part, that I know
like Five-O,
lowering my FICO
Sliding in on Hydro
.
I’m afraid it’s too late,
You can’t ignore
I was low,
But I was fighting for more
.
.
Fighting for more
.
(so criminal
so criminal
so criminal of me)
.
I'll repeat it and we
at your door someday
Give me one more take
Before it’s way too late
Before you relocate
Your faith to someone great
Instead of me who stayed
Your criminal escapee
To go from heavyweight
to paperweight
.
(so Criminal...)
.
.
Still waiting at your door...
.
(so Criminal...)
.
I'm always feelin' criminal
Hope to grow into something more incredible
Two arms on the far end of below
And I'll be late
.
Waiting at your door
I know I swore when I swore
But you don't have to worry no more
I promise to be waiving at you girl
And I'm afraid it's too late,
you can't ignore
.
Show you I wasn't feelin' -
so low
That I couldn't stop fighting -
for more
.
Still waiting at your door...
.
.
Still waiting at your door...
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