Why do you get to be happy Why does it get to me Why do you get to be happy When you make me so sad Why do I get to be happy Why does it bother me Why do I get to be happy When I I'm not the smartest cat I get bored I chew on exotic plants Then throw up They say that you're poison I just want a little nip Can't feel emotions now But damn, I'm buzzed You'll say I'm stalking you But I like when you leave me, too Why do you get to be happy Why does it get to me Why do you get to be happy When you make me so sad Why do I get to be happy Why does it bother me Why do I get to be happy When I treat you so bad You're making it hard to stay a feminist Sure, you don't represent all women But in your work you did And now you sell insurance You use me for assurance Why do you pretend to be happy Why do you fake it for everyone but me Why are you so toxic When I just want you to show me some love and validation I don't know why I talk so much shit about someone I supposedly love You like to say I'm privileged But your dad paid for your phone, and your car, and your home You grew up in Aero Club I don't think there's any cure for what you gave to me It might have been there all along There's something inside me that doesn't let me, or anyone else Be happy Give me an antidote Made from your tears Or shove your finger down my throat Or give me a nip of the plant which keeps you so undaunted Burning all the way down It's burning all the way down I binge, I purge It's burning all the way down Still burning all the way down Burning all the way down It's burning all the way down I binge, I purge It's burning all the way down Still burning all the way down Burning all the way down It's burning all the way down I binge, I purge It's burning all the way down Still burning all the way down Burning all the way down It's burning all the way down I binge, I purge It's burning all the way down Still burning all the way downmore