A lot of you might have gotten the message, maybe not. But this is one of the most intimate songs I've ever written. There are a lot of meanings to this, but this song includes a lot of the things that greatly affect my anxiety. I wanna use my voice to actually make a difference and hopefully you all know that by now. But it gets really hard to actually say what is happening in my head word for word. I don't want people looking at me a certain way or feeling bad for me but I also want to have a voice. I don't want to be censored because of a group that, "finds this offensive," or, "Doesn't like the way I dress." I just wanna write what I want to write, and influence who I want to influence.more