-lyrics- Stayed on the grind Taking my time Look at all the results Did this shit for my folks Tell you a story you don't know Coming up on the block I was bangin Tupac (All Eyez On Me) I was a little boy Hot head, don't ask me shit Flippin on dirty mattresses Rat tails was the fashion then If you ask me couldn't imagine this Now I be fuckin on actresses Bad lil thang Getting off track That's not the point I'm just tripping off how life been going Used to get into fights daily They thought I was annoying Mama said I ain't have common sense Put my anger to the music Made her rich You ain't gotta worry no more I told her this Head to coast Lungs full of smoke Reminiscing back When a nigga had to sleep With the oven open Just to stay warm In the winter time I stayed dedicated to the shit on my mind Had millies in the focus Split it like a Gemini But that's just me I cannot be you Rather just be me Been thru enough things It has made me who I am I don't do it for the 'gram I put on for my family But that's just me That's just me That's just me I'm just me I don't care what you gotta say This is my life This is my time Look at all the results Gather in for a toast Tell you a story you don't know Pulled up 'cross the globe All the way to Brazil Big balloons and confetti Sailor Moon on my telly Taking pic for the Myspace Emo kids being sad as shit Pokemon on my gameboy Poke-bra for the homeboy Finding love in the parking lot Titanic in the backseat Mom and dad were about to split Smoked a cigg but I didn't quit That's just me I cannot be you Rather just be me Been thru a lot thing It has made me who I am I don't do it for the gram I put on for my family That's just me I cannot be you Rather just be me Been thru a lot thing It has made me who I am I don't do it for the gram I put on for my family That's just me Thats just me Thats just me I'm just me --------------------------- this is an open diary flashback to my *emo* teenage days and the producer himself @dexxx tells his side of the story too. this song was made in very beginning stages of this Chili journey. me and Dexx had just met and started making a lotta music for the fun of it. in fact this was one of the first songs I wrote for myself as opposed to writing for pitch. this track made me fall in love with songwriting again & made me rediscover myself as an artist. the rest is history. 🌶❄️more