Had an amazing time working with EJ Michels on this track! This is song six out of six in Phase Two. A phase in my music is a collection of single, EP's and Albums that tell a collective story from one song to the next. The lyrics in this song explore the fear of being too much for someone in a relationship, with a concern about rejection and a struggle with self-love. The singer expresses a shared emotional struggle and a desire for authenticity. There's a theme of resilience and self-improvement, with the speaker aiming to overcome fears and become stronger.
Here are the lyrics:
I'm afraid I'm too much for you
I don't show it when I'm sad
I'm afraid you'll walk out and move
I don't love the way I am
All my fears they leave me dying
Trapped inside there's no more crying
When my mind is only rude
You feel it too
Not enough it's always fighting
Stupid thoughts they're only lying
When my mind is only rude
You feel it too
I'm afraid to be real with you
You can't hurt me when I'm sad
It's myself I'm learning to choose
When someone don't want me back
All my fears they leave me dying
Trapped inside there's no more crying
When my mind is only rude
You feel it too
Not enough it's always fighting
Stupid thoughts they're only lying
When my mind is only rude
You feel it too
You feel it too
You feel it too
All my fears they leave me dying
Trapped inside there's no more crying
When my mind is only rude
You feel it too
Not enough it's always fighting
Stupid thoughts they're only lying
When my mind is only rude
You feel it too
I'm enough I'm trying
All my fears they're lying
Break me down until I'm flying
Until I'm flying
I'm enough I'm trying
All my fears they're lying
Break me down 'till I'm flying
Until I'm flying
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