an Emo rap track drawing inspiration from artists like NF, Witt Lowry, Lil Peep and the like with themes of depression and battling mental illness
lyrics
Maybe i'm not good enough I always get disheartened
By the littlest of things
Is it all in my head I can't shake this feeling
What will I do?
Have you ever spent a day just at war with yourself
Looking for an escape you're begging for help
Well I have and see when you're living through hell
Well the devil she smiles in the cracks that you bleed
So how can I live like this
Cause I'm pretty sure I died when I slit my wrists
I can't tell if this real or a nightmare
Shocked I see there's a corpse in the mirror
So maybe I'm never good enough, cause I never reached my dreams
I'm struggling I can't get up
Can't you see the loneliness in my eyes
I may be smiling I'm planning on my suicide
So how can I live like this
Cause I'm pretty sure I died when I slit my wrists
I can't tell if this real or a nightmare
Shocked I see there's a corpse in the mirror
Maybe i'm not good enough I always get disheartened
By the littlest of things
Is it all in my head I can't shake this feeling
What will I do?
I'm spending every day fucking hating myself
I found a new place to hide, Its adjacent to hell
Cause I'm sick of every mother fucker trying to tell
Me on how to survive like its brand new intel
So why would I live like this
Let me give up my life cause it makes me sick
Don't take away my blades cause I need that hit
A little of the pain so I don't just quit
Oh baby can I be good enough
When every days the same I never wanna wake up
Take all the pain I have inside
Push it way way down so I don't look like a fuck up
So why would I live like this
Let me give up my life cause it makes me sick
Don't take away my blades cause I need that hit
A little of the pain so I don't just quit
Maybe i'm not good enough I always get disheartened
By the littlest of things
Is it all in my head I can't shake this feeling
What will I do?
Maybe i'm not good enough I always get disheartened
By the littlest of things
Is it all in my head I can't shake this feeling
What will I do?
Maybe i'm not good enough I always get disheartened
By the littlest of things
Is it all in my head I can't shake this feeling
What will I do?
Written, Performed and Produced by Danneh Gleavemore