This one really resonates with me about last year. Which was full of stress, anxiety, pain and death. I felt like I was white knuckling through all of last year and only now am seeing some light at the end of the tunnel. (Fingers crossed) So this is really a love letter to my survival of 2024. 'Cause there were definitely times I wasn't sure if I was going to make it. Lyrics: I’ve built my life With these broken bones Scarred from internal wars I fought to hold control Felt the fire as it Died inside of me Reignited Fueled by anger and kerosene I fight with the pain in me I know all that I could be Back against the wall Weight of the world and Stuck in free-fall If I go down, I’ll go down swinging I’ve faced The devil in me Fought through hell In search of peace Elusive memories Faded and buried deep White knuckling me Distrust, agony A static imagining Forced upon the frailest Parts of my mind A bitter silence And indifference Once subtle It’s deafening now I fight with the pain in me I know all that I could be Back against the wall Weight of the world and Stuck in free-fall If I go down, I’ll go down swinging I’ve face The devil in me Fought through hell In search of peace Elusive memories Faded and buried deep Deep…deep I break down Just to crawl my way out Like pulling teeth, I Push the nerves down Adrenalizing, And I can feel my Back against the wall Weight of the world and Stuck in free-fall If I go down, I’ll go down swinging I’ve faced The devil in me Fought through hell In search of peace Elusive memories Faded and buried deep White knuckling me White knucklingmore