You should never be ashamed to have feelings. Never. Never ever ever. Because that's what separates us from the very machine in your hand. You are allowed to feel how you feel. I cant stress that enough. IT IS OKAY TO HAVE FEELINGS. BOY OR GIRL. MAN OR WOMAN. TRANS OR NOT ITS OKAY TO HAVE FEELINGS. Because no one controls you but you. You are your own creator. It's ok to be happy. It's ok to be sad. It's ok to laugh. Then it's okay to cry.more