This song is about me being in a dark place in my life. I honestly didnt want to hangout with anyone because I was depressed it seemed like nothing was going right and to be truthful I just didnt want to be bothered. So during the stage in my life I was pushing people away and I didnt even realize it.So I wrote this song as kind of an apology to those people and in the song Im explaining why I was so distant not that any explanation makes it right but just wanted them to know more