I just wanted to say thank you, thanks for all the love and support you've given me in what may be the hardest time of my life, losing friends close and far has always destroyed me, but losing my father was an absolute breaking point for me, not gonna lie.... if I wasn't surrounded with so much love, if I didn't have kids, a wife and a steady job well I probably wouldn't be here anymore. Losing a parent is a whole different level and I am honestly losing this battle right now. I truly feel in my heart that when my pops passed away that half of what made me who I am died along with him...I really am trying to win the mental war within my head and I'm sorry if this prevents me from responding but I really am lost, yesterday i found myself in the process of figuring out how I was going to bury my dad, I never thought I would ever have to do such a thing. I mean I know these things are inevitable as we get older, we come to realize that these things happen, to think being human would come with a disclaimer or something right? Nah, I fooled myself into believing that this day would never come because my only concern was loving him..... You see... we wake up every day and we live life on a schedule, it all starts with have a good day at school and ends up with I can't talk I'm working... Life just has us so worried about our success that we don't take enough time to acknowledge the ones rooting for us like we should, and before we know it they are gone! I cant explain how much this hurts me, I'm sure there are those whom can relate, but if you are reading this now and you still have your parents then you need to call them, and you need to be with them, and you need to be there for them, and root for them, just like they did for you all these years till the end. Please... love your parents, hold onto them tight, and never let go.more