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This isnāt one of those ālook at me, I made itā tracks⦠this is the version where u look in the mirror a little longer than u want to & still donāt look away.
āTaking Controlā sits right in that tension between who I was supposed to be & who I had to become. Football was the plan⦠full ride, full speed, no brakes⦠until the body tapped out before the mind ever would. Life doesnāt ask for permission though⦠it reroutes u. Next thing I know, Iām trading cleats for boots, noise for silence, stadium lights for something way heavier.
This track lives in that aftershock.
Itās that wired feeling u donāt shake. The engine that never idles. The part of u that doesnāt clock out just because life says uāre āhomeā now. Thereās grit in it, yeah, but thereās also that edge⦠like somethingās always just under the surface, waiting to kick the door in.
But this oneās bigger than just me.
Thereās a moment where it flips.. where itās not about what I went through, itās about what I pass down. Watching my son step into his own lane⦠seeing that same fire⦠that same hunger⦠it hits different when u know exactly what that road can cost.
Thatās where the shift happens.
Not running from the past. Not pretending it didnāt carve something into u. Just deciding it doesnāt get to decide the ending.
Sonically, itās built w/ internal rhythm first verses, then those choruses hit like everything youāve been holding back finally snaps loose. Raspy, aggressive, but still carrying weight w/ controlled power.. like every word actually means something.
End of the day, this track is simple in the most complicated way:
U donāt always get to turn it off.
But u can decide what it turns u into.
And for me?
This is where the line gets drawn. Heās at the same University.. bigger dreams š more