It's a mood, please read the lyrics as you listen! Lyrics: Clutch it with my fist won't let it slip away The lines are blurd and the egdes are frayed And deep down my gut is telling me it's too late But I don't like that answer so I turn away I dismiss it like the afternoon bell When I'd go home and play games or ride my bike Unbeknownst to the consciousness of this hell When I thought everything was just alright That was the world that I thought I knew Now I see all the hate and all the violence around us Care free and happy but I guess I broke through Depression and anxiety won't leave when they've found us yeah But I guess that's life Stressed about shit when I sleep at night Never really know if I'm doing it right But I guess that's life yeah I guess that's life I guess I'm getting older The end is getting closer And it seems like I'm going in circles wrong turn I'm dizzy at the thought that I forgotten what I've learned Flooded by regrets from the bridges that I've burned Now I play with the ash of what will never return I'm left with the memories of how life was Before I took a drink or rolled it up and took a puff It's true what you have in the moments not enough Cause I was so eager back then to grow up But I would give everything I got to get it back Where all of my worries were inside a backpack Clueless to the debts that I'd have to pay back No more sleepless nights no more panic attacks Yeah, but I guess that's life Stressed about shit when I sleep at night Never really know if I'm doing it right But I guess that's life, yeah I guess that's life I guess I'm getting older The end is getting closer I guess I'm getting older The end is getting closermore