Lyrics: I know I fucked up I know that I'm bad for you I'm trying I know that you don't trust me anymore I know you gave up Fucked up I fucked up I admit I fucked up in a sense I hate love I admit I know I fucked up I know that I'm bad for you I'm trying I know that you don't trust me anymore I know you gave up Fucked up I fucked up I admit I fucked up in a sense I hate love I admit I fucked up I wish I could remind time cause tomorrow's never promised yesterday I lied to you I hate that I did I'd rather die fuck it I want to fuck it I want you fuck all these feelings that I been dealing I think way too fucking far from healing lie in my room alone stare at the ceiling tears runnin down and I barely feel it I have been screaming but nobody hears it Sitting alone in the dark and I fear it I'm dying I'm crying I see a demon don't wanna get near it lately I been so in love with sleep paralysis my heart be racing like an addict chasin heroin don't know what I'm gonna do without you I have no clue I'm sorry I'm feeling so fucking blue I'm so fucking sorry I fucked upmore