On December 20, 2021 my father passed away. My former student and friend passed away on December 20 in 2017 and my mother on December 20, 2002. I got sick on Christmas eve and tested positive for covid days later. During this time I noticed that so many others were also going through hard times, too many to name on here. So while quarantined, I wrote this song. It's about being sorrowful in the present, hopeful for the future and quick random thoughts that I was feeling at the time more