Bleed in Public (Acoustic)
My thoughts on social media. Enjoy, E-
Everybody wants a way out
Nobody wants to die alone
So we learned to bleed in public
Just to feel like we were known
She cried into the dashboard light
Uploaded tears before they dried
Caption read “I’m healing now”
Strangers told her they were proud
He wears his sadness like cologne
Split pink gums and nicotine lungs
Every scar gets photographed
Every breakdown cut in half
Stay awake
Stay online
Trade your pulse
For dopamine highs
Hold still
Don’t think twice
Your whole worth
Lives online
We turn our trauma into staged goodbyes
Make it pretty for the lonely nights
Everybody wants another life
Nobody survives the night
Pray to the glow of a dead blue screen
Spit your guts into a dopamine feed
If being broken keeps the numbers high
We’ll bleed forever just to stay alive
I watched my friends become fake names
Perfect teeth and hollow veins
Learning how to disappear
Just to keep somebody near
Every post another prayer
“Tell me somebody still cares”
Every comment feels like God
Till the silence breaks my jaw
Stay soft
Stay numb
Keep singing
What they want
Don’t unplug
Don’t look down
Every prayer
Feels hollow now
We turn our trauma into staged goodbyes
Make it pretty for the lonely nights
Everybody wants another life
Nobody survives the night
Pray to the glow of a dead blue screen
Spit your guts into a dopamine feed
If being broken keeps the numbers high
We’ll bleed forever just to stay alive
Tell me who I am without the noise
Without the pills, the trends, the voice
Every room feels colder now
Every prayer feels hollow now
I scream until my lungs give out
Just to drown the silence out
But the quiet always comes
Plastic halos
Hospital eyes
Everybody’s famous
Everybody lies
Perfect bodies
Rotting brains
We gave our hearts
To the machine
We sold our sadness for a better view
Now every memory comes stitched and used
Everybody begs to feel desired
Pray to the glow of a dead blue screen
Spit your guts into a dopamine feed
If nobody knows what truth became
Then lies become the faith
Everybody wants a way out
Nobody wants to die alone
So we learned to bleed in public
Just to feel like we were knownmore