"twenty-two a day. It's pathetic, it's prophetic." "Where the fuck were you when I needed someone. Who the fuck are you, to tell me I'm fine? Where the fuck were you when I needed someone, who the fuck are you, Jesus, saves em, you're mistaken" I've lost a lot of friends and guys I served with to this kinda thing. I feel like this song is a question or a introspective look at not only how self-deleting has effected me, but how you feel like you are part of a cycle..because if this guy over here ate a bullet, and he's the baddest dude i know... then what chance do I stand? but the attitude is, I'm alive out of spite. IDK. tell me what ya think. more