It's a mood, please read the lyrics as you listen!
Lyrics:
Clutch it with my fist won't let it slip away
The lines are blurd and the egdes are frayed
And deep down my gut is telling me it's too late
But I don't like that answer so I turn away
I dismiss it like the afternoon bell
When I'd go home and play games or ride my bike
Unbeknownst to the consciousness of this hell
When I thought everything was just alright
That was the world that I thought I knew
Now I see all the hate and all the violence around us
Care free and happy but I guess I broke through
Depression and anxiety won't leave when they've found us yeah
But I guess that's life
Stressed about shit when I sleep at night
Never really know if I'm doing it right
But I guess that's life yeah I guess that's life
I guess I'm getting older
The end is getting closer
And it seems like I'm going in circles wrong turn
I'm dizzy at the thought that I forgotten what I've learned
Flooded by regrets from the bridges that I've burned
Now I play with the ash of what will never return
I'm left with the memories of how life was
Before I took a drink or rolled it up and took a puff
It's true what you have in the moments not enough
Cause I was so eager back then to grow up
But I would give everything I got to get it back
Where all of my worries were inside a backpack
Clueless to the debts that I'd have to pay back
No more sleepless nights no more panic attacks
Yeah, but I guess that's life
Stressed about shit when I sleep at night
Never really know if I'm doing it right
But I guess that's life, yeah I guess that's life
I guess I'm getting older
The end is getting closer
I guess I'm getting older
The end is getting closermore