This Song is about the aftermath of me getting broken up with after a long relationship. The person I was with told me to quit taking my meds I've been on for a while. And for some reason I listened. I was with drawling from them for 2 months cutting myself and and doing as much drugs as I could, I tried to tell myself I was gonna be better when this was over, but This person slowly detached themselves from me during this time, without me really knowing. A few weeks after I started to notice it, and I was told by one of my friends that she had already cheated on me. She broke up with me over a message and we never talked again. Later that month my homies decided to bring me on a trip with them to Phoenix Arizona to cheer me up. and that's where I smoked a blunt on Las Palmas drive and got too high and started thinking about her again. more