johnnie_spencer

United States

I was a kid who didn't know how, to do anything. I didn't know how to play sports, get good grades, and be cool. I wasn't smart like my siblings who were all Honor Students. My Older Sister is an Educated Author and a Lawyer. My Older Brother is an Educated Staff Sargent in the Army. My Younger Brother works for the Sheriff's Department. This led me to severe Anxiety, Stress, and Depression because I didn't know what to do with my life. All I could do was work a regular job, but I ended up getting into a bad accident, on the job. I broke my Elbow, Cornial, Radial Head, Ulna; Suffering severe Ligament and Nerve damage. This caused me, to try 3 suicide attempts, but wasn't successful. When I thought things were going to be ok my Mother passed January 6th of 2021. I gave up on life, and drank myself into a diabetic coma. GOD saved me. Now I realize I am a man of GOD; Called by GOD, chosen by GOD, anointed by GOD, blessed with GOD given gifts and talents by GOD, to do the will of GOD.