This is an angry, melodramatic song I wrote after the first time a guy completely shattered my heart. (The name drop in the song is in fact the real name) I was completely screwed over and the process of writing, recording, producing and putting out this song helped me heal. I hope that if something similar has happened to you, this song can be your scream-it-out-the-window/cry/dance it out song that helps you get through it. It was originally a sad piano ballad, but I figured I was more angry and confused and frustrated than just sad. So I built it into what it is now, so the lyrics matched the music and vice verse, and I wanted the emotions I went through to be truly tangible through the song.more