Track 11 from my album I Think I'm Ok. This is one of the heaviest song I've written, I truly never thought I'd be able to share this. But one thing about me is, I'm more capable to express myself through words that are written by me, than to actually speaking on it. My voice trembles a lot when I'm speaking about myself, so why not sing it instead? I feel very uncomfortable releasing this song but I just like it too much... My trauma turned into such a BOP. I use the phrase "Put me in a spell by talking to my little world", as a way to describe adult manipulating me with words into adulthood. more

Third track of my EP Farewell, Someday. This song tittle is inspired by the song Someday by All-4-One from the movie The Hunchback of Notre Dame. On November 27 2022, my vocal teacher put on a recital. In the last segment, all the performers perform a group performance which is the song Someday. So i wrote this song as an honor to that wonderful performance we shared. The performance is pinned on my Instagram reels. more

Here is a song that scarred me the most. Shoutout to my producer Jackie Lim Chun Bin for making this such a BOP. I was verbally sexual harassed, verbally cause I flee the scene before anything physically happened. Even though I wasn't physically harmed I was mentally scarred. What hurts the most is the trust I lost towards that person whom I've trusted for years and the people who didn't believed me when I worked up my courage to tell them. It took all of my courage to admit this story to them just for somebody to reply "That's not possible, she's not capable of something like that. Are you sure you heard that right?" It shattered my heart, I was already so ashamed having to admit that to them and to make things worse I didn't get the comfort and protection I was seeking. Eventually I started to slowly thinking maybe they're right. Maybe I did heard things wrongly, and was falsely accusing her? I started to gaslit myself into thinking none of these had happened. I even felt like apologizing to that person... Everything changed when my father shares his encounter with the same person. My heart dropped and I was about to lose it. Apparently she tried to slept with my dad multiple times whenever my mom isn't around. My dad was always so scared he'll pretend not to understand what she was trying to said and closed and locked his door. Till this day I'm still thankful my dad told this story to my family in our family dinner. I finally realize I was in fact not crazy. more