The song is about how I was stabbed 47times over a parking spot at Cedar Run In Denver Colorado. My neighbor was parking In my spot I wrote him three notes they were all nice. So the night before he hit me with his car as I was walking into the building. The police never showed up.. My daughter and I were pulling into the parking garage towards my spot and I stopped cause there were at least 7people waiting in my spot. I told Ava get out run upstairs get in an lock the door don't let anyone in not even me. Unless I say I love my peanut. Well she didn't listen and watched them stab me in the threshold. Then it skips to the part that one morning my ex and I were taking a shower all of a sudden there is massive kicking and screaming at my bedroom door. My ex jumped out and opened the door and that's when I saw the gun an jumped out without a towel and stepped In front of the gun because 2 days prior I went to Jeremiah's apartment and knocked 15 times nicely and then lightly tapped my toe a couple of times cause they had taken my mom's weed bong down there. My mom died when I was 14. Well the young black gentelman that guards Jeremiah's apartment came up with his mom claiming i was kicking down the door. more

I wrote this song after I got robbed downtown because I wouldn't do sexual things with a guy at a bus stop. When I got up he pushed me down and took my backpack that had everything in it Including the 500.00 I just made at the bar after two days of doing dishes, Tablet that I was using for a phone because I had a genitalman come and stayed with me but stole 300.00, brand new Switch2 that my bestfriend gave me For my birthday because my other Switch stolen when lived in Denver. She died the night she came over to see me, after my best friend / Roomate killed me on my birthday. He came back and broke and attacked me and stole my phone. I have been just trying to get my storage paid and get groceries.more

It's a song about a sad girl who is heart broken and lonely because she was hurt by the man she loved. He didn't love her back and she just wishes someone would love her.more