This track was started before the war in Ukraine, with its first ideas and sounds created in a completely different reality. It remained unfinished for some time and was eventually completed during the war. It incorporates field recordings of industrial noise, processed and integrated into the composition as part of its texture and atmosphere. The circumstances inevitably changed the way the material felt and the way the track was finished. What began as a sonic experiment became a document of two very different periods of life, connected in one piece.more

Here, the overwhelming sorrow turns to a desperate plea for salvation. The lyrics reveal a mind weighed down by numbness and hopelessness, crying out to be freed from the crushing void. It’s a raw confession of exhaustion and the yearning for release from endless suffering. Following the eerie calm of Through Dreadwood, Deliverance marks a powerful emotional outcry—a moment of vulnerability and the need to break free. But the torment is far from over. Desparation peaks. Each breath heavier than the last. The only hope left is not for life — but for release.more

“It” is the despair, the anxiety, the weight — the whole package. Depression often comes and goes, sometimes sparing you brief moments of calm, ignorance, or even peace. But not for long. Avoidance and inactivity only feed it (guilty). One moment you feel fine, acting mechanically, trying to stay positive. The next, a thought slips in and shatters everything. Many of these waves are just questions: “Why am I still like this?” “Why can’t I get over it?” “Why did I say/do that?” And then guilt hits from the other side: “Look at what others go through — and you dare to complain?” And down the spiral we go. Musically, this is me blending the genres I love — post-metal, stoner, ambient, and whatever else leaked through. A storm of influences, fitting the theme. - Mastered by mixea.commore