Real Life Shit. - DeEss2.more

“Not How It Appears” is a mid‑tempo alternative pop song built around a tight 85 BPM groove and a haunting, emotional vocal. The track lives in an E‑centered, minor/modal space, giving it that bittersweet, late‑night feel while still feeling modern and rhythmic. Percussive “slap” transients and detailed production keep the energy pulsing underneath the melancholy, making it a strong fit between softer acoustic tracks and heavier alt‑rock on a playlist. It’s ideal for listeners who love cinematic, introspective lyrics over atmospheric but punchy production. - Mastered by mixea.commore

The song tells a story of betrayal, heartbreak, and rebellion. The singer is shocked to discover their significant other cheating with another person. This revelation leads to the realization that they have less in common than the singer originally thought. The song also explores themes of drug abuse, as the significant other is revealed to be using ecstasy. In response to the betrayal and the tumultuous situation, the singer acts out by vandalizing property and causing a public scene. The song is a journey through a bitter and painful breakup, highlighting the raw emotions of anger, disappointment, and resignation.more