I despise you from your head down to your toes Look me in the eye And I'll punch you in the nose It's never easy comes Just easy goes Every day I disbelieve the moron that you chose McClusterfuker Bleed away This wasted day Think I'd rather burn Than live each day in shame I know you're hurt I know I let you down I should've put you first Instead I watched you drown Please know that I'm sorry And I regret my words so much Not a day goes by that I don't miss your touch But I wonder Why was I not enough Tell me again how useless I am Not worthy of trust I watched it end before it could begin Now it hurts And I can't mend Do you have some faith to lend So I can make it end McClusterfukermore

A song I came up with in 1999 with a 2026 make over.more

This is actually the third Christian Metal track from my album, but one of the better ones I think, so it's the one I'm posting for now. I just recently came crawling back to the faith after a long sojourn in the world of heathens, but this is a song about the observations I made while living in denial. Hope y'all like it.more