You come in all half cocked Ranting on TikTok You gotta know that you'll be blocked again You get by on being flirty Maybe talking a little dirty But the objective is to hurt me And then You pine away the hours Lusting after power You're falling from your ivory tower My friend But I know you fight the sorrow Always filling up the hollow Praying maybe that tomorrow It ends Or maybe it's all pretend I can see you cause you're always faking Always heartbreaking Bending every rule to win So this is where you've fucking been And now you're bringing down my buzz I can't look at your face because I'm overwhelmed by disgust You pushed me past the pride in us And now you're bringing down my buzz I'm still living with the pain you caused With stupid is as stupid does You pushed me past the place that I loved We are running from the same lie Falling for a long time Look to me with dead eyes You're full of shit you never tried more

Screaming Not a thing to say Leaving Before we're turned away Grieving On this desperate night Seething We've finally lost our minds We strayed so far from home Lost all the love we've ever known Now we're all alone Yeah here it comes eternal night You lack a little thing we call foresight I guess you're not too fuckin bright I never want to be like you A fascist and a fuckin tool What the fuck you trying to prove You fool Haunted by the face of death Who the fuck you trying to impress I'll guide you to your final breath One less A hurt that we can never mend Don't you try to be my friend I'll bring you to a violent end Again I don't think you ever tried You're the one that I despise Never again will I hear your lies Good bye Pretending that I'm stupid doesn't make you any smarter I don't believe a fucking word you better try a little harder Ignorance symptomatic of an undeveloped mind So much truth has been washed away and left behind With all this hate around me it's so hard to pretend That I'm not desperate for this fucking bullshit to endmore

In my head I don't know who I am And I don't know where I began I was was told that if I can It's in my hands But all these moments I'm alone and I pause All I can focus on are scars and my flaws And I fear the light will find me now because If I mend Will it make me more of a man Will it take me farther than I planned But I'm alone and bound and screaming at the dammed Maybe it's just in my head Bleeding out the life again Now I'm crawl out from in my skin Everything I'll ever be Falls from storms of pain and tragedy And I don't see how you feel you must Always doubt my faith and mock my trust But I have lost the will to fight Now that light is dark and dark is night Somewhere I lost me And I feel The cruel venom of fate take hold And I feel Burning thoughts that ignite my soul And I feel I'm lost on an endless road And when the light shines to guide me home Will I forget to remember more