You wait until I'm leaving just to feel
I'm just a ghost around people who think they're real
I wish that people could heal to touch, not turn to dust or ashes in a field
Their echos march around my fears
I'm conquering the steps of every moment I've encountered
The second I get out the water, someone else is drowning
The thoughts and the stress and every broken boundary
And everyone's pretentious, the way they just walk around me
I wish I was proud, I have walked around, like nothings on me
I know how it sounds whenever I'm around
I'm dark and lonely
Lost in the shadows not meant for you, time is counting on a que
It's like I was never around you
I was just a ghost in the room
When it's your train and everyone that's riding on, feels your pain
And their forced to carry your shame
When everyone's counting on your name, whenever it's your weight
And on your day, I hope it's not too late
To look at me in the face
I wish I was proud, I have walked around, like nothings on me
I know how it sounds whenever I'm around
I'm dark and lonely
Lost in the shadows not meant for you, time is counting on a que
It's like I was never around you
I was just a ghost in the roommore