#DeathMetal #turkishMetal #istanbul "Greetings to everyone in Istanbul who loves metal… my first heavy-hitting English song…" ''Grotesque '' Stop now... Grant me time... Dusty rain... Scream to me... Stop now... Give me a clue... Violent pain... Scream to me... Time, betrayal, and the blood upon my hands, Crying out to the echoing walls... The day I meet my death-prayer, I confronted the unforgiven sins. They belong to me, the transgressions, They belong to me, the riddles, The day I meet my death-prayer, I remained unforgiven within my chained coffin... Violence, Veins filled with steam, Cryptic chambers, violence... Addicted to violence, Murderous souls, Mysterious occurrences, violence... Violence. Pain...more

I wanted to create a song with a melody that makes one feel renewal and happiness in the soul. Life can't always be positive, yet every day the sun rises in the sky for a new one... I translated my Turkish song lyrics into English for you. Renewed Destiny ( Yenilenen Kader ) Verse 1 Stay far away from me, I'm burning, I'm dying in your eyes. Just come for one season with the dreams, You are the name written in my heart. Pre-Chorus Hush in the wall of loneliness, Beside the memories I couldn't see. Your final smile remains in my heart, Reflected upon the sun. Chorus Look, the sun is born again, In your solitude, in the dark mirrors, I saw you in the game of destiny, Life is beautiful for us, the tomorrows are endless. Let a lost soul burn on the pages, While I can't escape your eyes in my world, I saw you in the wind of love, Life is beautiful for us, the tomorrows are endless.more

My Struggle / Remnants in My Soul ( Kavgam / Ruhumda Kalıntı ) I'm a captive — this world is a prison, cries echo from other realms Hidden away, the unseen words conceal themselves Shadows won’t rescue your secrets left behind You feel it — your soul fades as your eyes cry silently On the plane of loneliness, I’m dying in spirals To those smiling faces again, my betrayal fits too well Even if you forgive my soul, emotions come too late What we lived were assumptions, when our hearts finally saw At the edge of meaningless cliffs I’m dying in my own life I can't let go of myself I'm afraid of my battles I’m silent, talking helplessly to my sorrows I attacked — with shadows in the mirrors, against my own soul Always gone — that different next experience Was silent, afraid — life awakened in my death..... and ; "This is one of those quiet songs born entirely from my soul. I recorded it in the solitude of my home."more