My Struggle / Remnants in My Soul ( Kavgam / Ruhumda Kalıntı ) I'm a captive — this world is a prison, cries echo from other realms Hidden away, the unseen words conceal themselves Shadows won’t rescue your secrets left behind You feel it — your soul fades as your eyes cry silently On the plane of loneliness, I’m dying in spirals To those smiling faces again, my betrayal fits too well Even if you forgive my soul, emotions come too late What we lived were assumptions, when our hearts finally saw At the edge of meaningless cliffs I’m dying in my own life I can't let go of myself I'm afraid of my battles I’m silent, talking helplessly to my sorrows I attacked — with shadows in the mirrors, against my own soul Always gone — that different next experience Was silent, afraid — life awakened in my death..... and ; "This is one of those quiet songs born entirely from my soul. I recorded it in the solitude of my home."more