Featuring Hostile Intentions & Lyra.IX
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I see the warning
I know the sign
Know exactly what happens
Every fucking time
Tell myself stop
Then do it again
Don't need an enemy
I do better than them
Good thing going
I'll find the flaw
Pull one loose thread
Till I ruin it all
Get too close
I push away
Then act surprised
When nobody stays
I know the pattern
Know where it goes
Still hit the gas
When I should let go
Don't need a reason
Don't need bad luck
Give me something good
I'll fuck it up
Nobody made me this way tonight
Nobody forced my hand
I see the edge before I fall
And step closer when I can
I keep looking for somebody
I can blame when I've had enough
But nobody does this to me
I self destruct
SELF
DESTRUCT
I know exactly what I'm doing
And I still can't make it stop
BUILD IT UP
TEAR IT DOWN
EVERY TIME I MAKE IT OUT
I TURN MYSELF AROUND
Nobody does this to me
Nobody else to blame
I LIGHT THE MATCH
I WATCH IT BURN
SELF DESTRUCT
Tell me don't touch it
Now I fucking need to
Tell me walk away
Watch how fast I see through
Every excuse
Every reason I make
I can turn one bad thought
Into ten more mistakes
Money in
Money gone
Stay up till the morning
Knowing damn well
What I gotta do by dawn
Ignore that call
Miss that chance
Then complain like the universe
Fucked up my plans
Get pissed
Get loud
Say shit I don't mean
Spend three days
Cleaning up one bad scene
Could've stopped at one
But one ain't enough
Why hit the brakes
When I can self destruct
Nobody made me this way tonight
Nobody forced my hand
I see the edge before I fall
And step closer when I can
I keep looking for somebody
I can blame when I've had enough
But nobody does this to me
I self destruct
SELF
DESTRUCT
I know exactly what I'm doing
And I still can't make it stop
BUILD IT UP
TEAR IT DOWN
EVERY TIME I MAKE IT OUT
I TURN MYSELF AROUND
Nobody does this to me
Nobody else to blame
I LIGHT THE MATCH
I WATCH IT BURN
SELF DESTRUCT
I don't need saving
Don't give me that shit
I've heard every answer
I know all of it
Count to ten
Walk away
Let it go
Yeah, thanks
Never thought of that before
I know when I'm wrong
I know when I lie
Know when I'm picking a fight
Just to feel something inside
I know who I hurt
I remember their names
I know every bridge
I personally set into flames
That's the worst part
I'm not confused
Can't say I didn't know
Can't say I was used
No devil on my shoulder
No gun to my head
Just me making choices
I know I'll regret
If I could blame somebody else
Maybe this would hurt less
If I could say I didn't know
Maybe I could forget
But I saw every warning
I watched every line get crossed
I knew what I was doing
I knew what it would cost
So why'd you do it
I don't know.
Bullshit.
I KNOW THE DOOR
I KNOW THE WAY OUT
I KNOW THE WORDS
I SHOULD NEVER SAY OUT LOUD
I KNOW THE LINE
I KNOW WHEN TO STOP
I KNOW ALL OF THAT
AND I DO IT OR NOT
Wait
Nah
Again
One bad choice
Then another one stacks
Then another
Then another
Till there's no going back
Can't blame you
Can't blame them
Can't blame anybody
When I do it again
I BUILT THIS
I BROKE THIS
I KNEW EXACTLY WHAT IT WAS
AND I STILL FUCKING CHOSE THIS
SELF
DESTRUCT
I know exactly what I'm doing
And I still can't make it stop
BUILD IT UP
TEAR IT DOWN
EVERY TIME I MAKE IT OUT
I TURN MYSELF AROUND
Nobody does this to me
Nobody else to blame
If I'm looking for the reason
I already know the name
I LIGHT THE MATCH
I WATCH IT BURN
SELF DESTRUCT
Maybe tomorrow
I'll get out of my way
Maybe tomorrow
I'll finally change
But I've said that before
Yeah
We know
Self destruct
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