Featuring Hostile Intentions & Lyra.IX ------------------------------------- I see the warning I know the sign Know exactly what happens Every fucking time Tell myself stop Then do it again Don't need an enemy I do better than them Good thing going I'll find the flaw Pull one loose thread Till I ruin it all Get too close I push away Then act surprised When nobody stays I know the pattern Know where it goes Still hit the gas When I should let go Don't need a reason Don't need bad luck Give me something good I'll fuck it up Nobody made me this way tonight Nobody forced my hand I see the edge before I fall And step closer when I can I keep looking for somebody I can blame when I've had enough But nobody does this to me I self destruct SELF DESTRUCT I know exactly what I'm doing And I still can't make it stop BUILD IT UP TEAR IT DOWN EVERY TIME I MAKE IT OUT I TURN MYSELF AROUND Nobody does this to me Nobody else to blame I LIGHT THE MATCH I WATCH IT BURN SELF DESTRUCT Tell me don't touch it Now I fucking need to Tell me walk away Watch how fast I see through Every excuse Every reason I make I can turn one bad thought Into ten more mistakes Money in Money gone Stay up till the morning Knowing damn well What I gotta do by dawn Ignore that call Miss that chance Then complain like the universe Fucked up my plans Get pissed Get loud Say shit I don't mean Spend three days Cleaning up one bad scene Could've stopped at one But one ain't enough Why hit the brakes When I can self destruct Nobody made me this way tonight Nobody forced my hand I see the edge before I fall And step closer when I can I keep looking for somebody I can blame when I've had enough But nobody does this to me I self destruct SELF DESTRUCT I know exactly what I'm doing And I still can't make it stop BUILD IT UP TEAR IT DOWN EVERY TIME I MAKE IT OUT I TURN MYSELF AROUND Nobody does this to me Nobody else to blame I LIGHT THE MATCH I WATCH IT BURN SELF DESTRUCT I don't need saving Don't give me that shit I've heard every answer I know all of it Count to ten Walk away Let it go Yeah, thanks Never thought of that before I know when I'm wrong I know when I lie Know when I'm picking a fight Just to feel something inside I know who I hurt I remember their names I know every bridge I personally set into flames That's the worst part I'm not confused Can't say I didn't know Can't say I was used No devil on my shoulder No gun to my head Just me making choices I know I'll regret If I could blame somebody else Maybe this would hurt less If I could say I didn't know Maybe I could forget But I saw every warning I watched every line get crossed I knew what I was doing I knew what it would cost So why'd you do it I don't know. Bullshit. I KNOW THE DOOR I KNOW THE WAY OUT I KNOW THE WORDS I SHOULD NEVER SAY OUT LOUD I KNOW THE LINE I KNOW WHEN TO STOP I KNOW ALL OF THAT AND I DO IT OR NOT Wait Nah Again One bad choice Then another one stacks Then another Then another Till there's no going back Can't blame you Can't blame them Can't blame anybody When I do it again I BUILT THIS I BROKE THIS I KNEW EXACTLY WHAT IT WAS AND I STILL FUCKING CHOSE THIS SELF DESTRUCT I know exactly what I'm doing And I still can't make it stop BUILD IT UP TEAR IT DOWN EVERY TIME I MAKE IT OUT I TURN MYSELF AROUND Nobody does this to me Nobody else to blame If I'm looking for the reason I already know the name I LIGHT THE MATCH I WATCH IT BURN SELF DESTRUCT Maybe tomorrow I'll get out of my way Maybe tomorrow I'll finally change But I've said that before Yeah We know Self destruct more