This is an unreleased track I have coming out soon. It's not produced the best, but the story behind it is real. As few know, I'm an 18 year old autistic artist, so having autism makes it hard to truly portray how I feel, but in my music I try to sum up the feelings as best as possible. The story behind this comes from a hard period of time I went through recently with a manipulative and mentally abusive ex, and how I coped. More specifically, overusing concentrates and other substances to the point of being sickly. This song specifically doesn't express how I feel about her altogether, but touches more on the mourning side. This song will have songs that follow-up on other emotions and other ways that I've dealt with it.more