Fun In Madness is a dynamic song that reflects my perception of dealing with the manic side of bi-polar disorder. It explains that "high" we get from the mania, but the downfall of pushing people away because we fail to control our impulses. A lot of times, impulsiveness of mania is what pushes the people we love away. The "fun" in the lyrics is literal and sarcastic at the same time. We enjoy our mania in the moment, but it's also very damaging, which is why "fun" is also written as being sarcastic.
This song is featured on a roleplay community for GTA RP (Grand Theft Auto Roleplay) called NoPixel. The community is based off of improve storytelling and it's participants vary between hobby gamers and huge content creators.more