i wrote this song during a period of time when i was feeling that i really tried to reach out to my friends and keeping contact with them… but it seemed like nobody had time for me. i tried figuring out if it was something i did or if i had to change anything, i even tried approaching it in different ways to make myself feel better. but this kept on happening for a while. and yes, of course i had some good friends who i could talk to who also made me realize i had to cut some friendships off from my life. i really wanted to make it work and tried reaching out, talked to them when they needed me, but as soon as i needed them - no one was there now i’m lucky to only have friends who i trust and care so much about. who are there when i need them as well as i’m there when they need memore